just another canvas

16 July 2004

amelie | sex

so, how many people out there are having orgasms right now?
 
watching Amelie right now. I really need to learn french again.
 
went to the bar tonight. some girls are amazing to watch, and not in the good way. some girls shouldn't wear certain clothes. in one case she looked like a sausage, the other I could see her ass. both were probably giving some tonight.
 
it just occured to me that guys are the only ones to "get some", as girls seem to be the ones giving it away...
 
I can never decide whether or not I need to "get some". I 'm told by many a guy I need to. it's apparently what we have to do at this point in life. but it's been almost a year and I don't feel any less than I should, though I times I feel lonely and think it would help. but there are always sufficient ways to deal with it that don't involve just fucking some chick. and that's all it would be - random fucking. I don't need that, it would only make things worse. I would act all chick-like and get emotionally attached.
 
atleast that's what I think would happen. I 've never done it. maybe I should give it a whirl, atleast once. but why? I like the fact I have only done it a couple times with people I cared for. mmm...sex.
 
...back to Amelie...



 

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